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Can I get off? Doesn't my life suck enough?

Journal Entry: Tue May 20, 2008, 7:25 PM
  • Mood: Pain
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Can I get off? Doesn't my life suck enough?


I have tried to make an effort to come on here and online. I've been trying.... but I keep having problems.

New up is that I've been suffering from horrid depression since Christmas. Usually it gets better after the holidays, but it has stayed on.... I also have been having terrible migranes. They have not been this bad since I was a teenager.

If that is not bad enough, I've about lost my job online since I've had a hard time working. Right now I should have been let go but they are giving me one more chance. I don't know what I will do if I loose my job. I guess I'll survive. I've lost everything and was as close to homeless as you can get without being on the street.... I guess I can do it again. I don't know.... maybe I can't. It about killed me having to give up my cat, not sure I can do it again. She's all the family I have.

Please pray for me. I have little money. My art student numbers are down due to summer starting, school ending and I have not been able to call on the phone. Usually a little calling gets me a few students.

It doesn't help that I don't really have anyone to talk to nor anyone really here to support me. My counselor is new and his new thing is I'm bi-polar. I'm NOT bi-polar. I have lots of problems including depression and borderline personality disorder. Some kid fresh out of school on his first counseling job can NOT just decide I'm bi-polar. I know he is trying to help, but his inexperience shows because the conversation always turns to him.

I know everyone has problems. It just seems like I have so many problems and no one to lean on.

Please love me. Please send me good thoughts, hugs and prayers.

Be blessed!
Kitty


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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 38
  • Current Residence: Auburn, Alabama
  • Interests: painting|| drawing || writing || reading || swimming || (etc.)
  • Favourite movie: anime: Spirited Away, The Valley of the Wind || non-anime: Lady Hawke, The Princess Bride (etc.)
  • Favourite band or musician: U2 || REM || Blue Man Group || Rebecca St. James || (etc.)
  • Favourite genre of music: rock || pop || 80's & 90's || soundtracks from plays, movies, anime, etc. || Christian
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh || The Impressionistic painters
  • Favourite poet or writer: poets: Robert Frost, Lord Byron (among others) || writers: Bronte sisters, Tolkien (among others)
  • Favourite style or digital art: Impressionistic, Romantic
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Shell of choice: kitty!
  • Wallpaper of choice: kitty!
  • Skin of choice: kitty!
  • Favourite game: computer: The Sims || online: PowerPets || board: Clue, Monopoly, Risk (among others) || card: Uno
  • Favourite gaming platform: Game Boy Color || my computer, Vincent
  • Favourite cartoon character: anime: Nausicaa (from "Valley of the Wind") || cartoon: Betty Boop, Tigger, Minnie Mouse
  • Personal Quote: "Every mark is a good mark!" (I say this whenever my students get frustrated in art class
  • Tools of the Trade: graphite pencils, watercolors, pastels, and old fashioned hard work

Devious Comments

=SilkyWays:iconSilkyWays: Apr 2, 2008, 5:17:37 PM
Hey. I am holding a contest and I wanted to invite you to join. If you're interested in participating with your lovely work please have a look in my journal. I am also looking for help with the contest if you don't wish to join but wouldn't mind helping. Hope you're well :)

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~StangeCandi:iconStangeCandi: Feb 16, 2008, 9:35:33 PM
heey! its kyoz from gaia! :D
~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Jan 16, 2008, 3:58:46 AM
LOL

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Jan 16, 2008, 3:58:29 AM
Oh, LOL!! Hellooo...

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~Mekelba:iconMekelba: Jan 13, 2008, 11:40:22 PM
Just Maplestory I believe Hrmm!

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Jan 13, 2008, 11:29:57 PM
err... OK

Do I know you from somewhere else?

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=SilkyWays:iconSilkyWays: Dec 25, 2007, 2:59:09 AM
Merry Christmas ! ♥♥ :heart: ♥♥
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~Mekelba:iconMekelba: Dec 25, 2007, 1:30:40 AM
Nah! I'm Amylase!

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*wolfgangraven:iconwolfgangraven: Dec 16, 2007, 10:50:27 AM
thanks for the faves!

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=SilkyWays:iconSilkyWays: Dec 14, 2007, 12:01:20 PM
If A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.
1-3= Not So Loving..
3-5= Uhh...
5-6= People like you
6-7= People luv you
8-9= Damn People ADORE you
9-10=YOU'RE THE BEST! EVERYONE LOVES YOU

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=SilkyWays:iconSilkyWays: Dec 13, 2007, 4:31:28 PM
oh it's an older journal hehe.

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=The-ShadowCat:iconThe-ShadowCat: Dec 13, 2007, 9:29:44 AM
Yeah, they are both my characters =^_^=

Here are some more images of them for reference: [link]

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Dec 13, 2007, 6:13:07 AM
??? 0.o

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Dec 13, 2007, 6:12:55 AM
Hi! I know I should know who this is.... *tries to think*.... falls over....

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Dec 13, 2007, 5:52:44 AM
OK so this is what you want the fan art of?

And both of these are your characters? Do you have any other pictures of them?

:dizzy: I have a few things on my plate right now, so I it will have to be after the holidays.

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Dec 13, 2007, 5:07:11 AM
Not been doing too well. Sorry.... :(

I hope you are well. I am trying to come by more often.

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~Mekelba:iconMekelba: Nov 10, 2007, 1:39:12 AM
Its Kitty!

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=The-ShadowCat:iconThe-ShadowCat: Nov 1, 2007, 6:53:16 AM
Aww, thats so kind :hug:
Well, any fan art of my characters would be loved: [link]
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I like you're kitty drawings =)
It had been a while since I last visited you're page ^^;

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~mermaidkitty:iconmermaidkitty: Oct 31, 2007, 12:42:35 PM Mood: Winter Downs
WoW! Thanks so much for all the views. Thanks to :iconthe-shadowcat: who caught my 5K view! I really appreciate it. I'll be sure to try to make you a little "happy" for catching it for me.

Be thinking of a little doodle I can make you, and let me know. I'll get to it when I can.

:hug:
Kitty

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=SilkyWays:iconSilkyWays: Oct 20, 2007, 3:04:23 AM
You've been tagged. Check my journal ;)

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=The-ShadowCat:iconThe-ShadowCat: Oct 15, 2007, 4:57:50 AM
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Congrats on 5000 PV!! =D

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*Jazzcatnya:iconJazzcatnya: Sep 12, 2007, 11:57:38 AM
oh! that was last year XD

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~MagdalenaTR:iconMagdalenaTR: Sep 12, 2007, 6:50:58 AM
yay! You're here :hug:
how are you?

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